before i share with u guys about the days of my blessed life i was given. i shall firstly thank someone who meant something in my life. hehe. and that is non other then nelson!

thank you so much nelson. im so so so touched! ni hao hao oh! xie xie ni! i appreciated all that youve done so much. thank you. God. i really feellll soo soo sooo blessed. im so thankful for such a good friend i was given in this blessed life. haha. basically im thankful for all of my friends who make an impact in me. im so thankful. the good friends and the bad ones. im so thankful for all. for the good friends, i love you guys like mad. for the bad ones, i love you all too. but.. my tolerance level is limited. haha. so dont get me pissed. haha!

okie. my day started with a lazy spirit. hahas. i was soo sooo lazy this morning. i wanted to just fake that im unwell so i need not attend lesson. but well. i shall not lie and etc. i dragged myself to school. hahas. i was late for half an hour thou. was struggling to get to that school. hahas.

reached and started to crack brain cells for my project. and im somehow satisfied with my project. its not done yet. but well. soon it will be. hhas.

waited for nelson to be dismissed. and off we both headed down town for silent hill. that show.. interesting but.. the ending abit off. haha. that wasnt what i expected for an ending. haha! oh well. not a bad show lahs.

took pictures during sports and wellness lesson. i didnt do any sports. was in a nua mood. haha. so i took pictures with my classmates. oh yes. and theres smth i must say. according to myself, theres no such thing as LAZY TO HELP PEOPLE TO TAKE PICTURES. taking pictures for classmates dont need loadsa muscles and energy. if YOU dont want to help PEOPLE LIKE ME to take pictures coz I WANTED TO TAKE WITH MY VERY OWN FRIENDS. SAY IT! just say you dont want to help ill just leave you alone. dont have to give all sorts of rubbish. so darn fake. okie world. THIS are the KIND of people that i mean BAD. yes BAD. no doubt. aint HELPFUL at all. to whoever, TEACHERS and CLASSMATES. so darn unhelpful. well if you are my classmate, you may know whom im referring to and what cases im saying about. okie. i need not be nice to this kinda people. i shall just ignore her and forgive and forget abt that rubbish given this afternoon.

hmm. i wanna buy many things. ive seen them all this noon. i wanna get..aHhh

and my catties back. after one pathetic week. ive got no idea where he've been. he came back this morning and i heard the bell he had on.. i open my room door and MEOWWWW i saw him. and he wants my sayang so much! hahahhas. and i guess his tooo tired.. he is sleeping like he nv sleep before. hahas.

okie. pictures.


sab sab and mee..




my friends.


this are the friend i have my breakfast/lunch/study/dance/play/joke/slack with. hahas. sab juli and ain.








see no evil, say no evil and hear no evil. if i see anything thats bad. ill rather not see. hahas. so if u are bad. dont make friend with me!!! hahas.


she the great the best. Jasmine. i love her. hahas!


towned. saw patricia and tried her new cap. hahas.


if you owned a cat. and ur cat slp this way. it aint ur cat. coz only MINE sleep this abnormal way. haha.


and with a tired brain dreaming of superman.


see how tired.


hes awake. coz im disturbing. hahaha!

joanna.. i wanna go sentosa. serene. i wanna go sentosa. darling i wanna try your cooking.

PRAISE THE LORD!!

BUSINESS FUNDAMENTALS PAPER had finally come to an END! oh. thank GOD!

not only did i studied over at renes place. i even studied in my dreams. till i missed 10 calls from jasmine this morning. hahas. and i continued holding on to my many pages of notes on the way to school.

paper started. i stared hard at the paper. it wasnt a difficult paper i must say. haha. but people like me having STM. omg! can jus kill me. why? coz i think i threw 15 marks away. coz i forgot about the features of small business management enterprise. omg. that only! consist 6 marks okie! and.... 3 OBJECTIVE of business. i went to pen down rubbish stuff. sighs! my classmates says: Business Fundamentals (BFD)= BRAIN DAMAGED. after the paper, everyone went for the other lesson.. i think everyone gone bonkers after that one hour paper. haha. and so.. miss jenne foo let us off at 12! so good hors! and here i am at home blogging! hahahs

everyones falling sick. my throats giving me problem and im having flu. ahhhs.. miss jenne foo aint well coz he sick son gave her a kiss. haha and serene is soooo sick. high fever. omg. dear can u please take good care. im so worried. she vomited and missed the CA today. she studied so hard yesterday... girl jia you ehs. get well soon!

HOLIDAYS are here! i love holidays! its gonna be for THREE GOOD WEEKS. hahas. well.. i have to make full use of this holiday of mine. not only shop eat sleep and enjoy life. i have to do project!!! haha! ill visit sentosa more often already! i wanna see yang guang nan hai! hahahhaah!

and i can finally ask nelson out to play already. hahas. the xian cai ya tang must really come! i wanna eat and drink! hehes.

oh yes. and tifu was saying about going for ladies night at duno which place. dont forget abt me if ur going!

i so wanna try my darlings cooking! pasta pasta and more pasta!

this is it! this is it! its coming!! its coming!!! LAST PAPER tomorrow! hehes.

im soooo super tired the whole day today. ive got no idea why. but well. i went over to serene's place to revise on my CA. 4hours studying in the enclosed air conditioned room with serene while kelis sleeping behind me. hahas. there serene cough like mad infront of me. at me. omg!!

she surely need a miracle medicine. God can you grant her one medical pill? shes coughing like siao!! i think my lungs had died. oh well. i sneezed like more than 5 times in just a while. must be serene. hahas. i better not be sick during the hols.

she cooked porridge for keli and myself for dinner! oh God. she cough till she had lost her tastebud. coz that porridge is darn SALTY. and the porridge consist of only eggs and sausages. hahasss! but well. better than nothing. i think she is a better cook than i am. haha!

its the last day of school this friday. oh gosh i cant wait. hahahaha! i wanna go tanning.

i was walking home earlier and was thinking about stuff thats scary to me. and i thought of that marble wall near the boat quay. hehe. u can see a big star with a creature inside. it look like a shark. got eyes got mouth got nose too if im not wrong. i think its scary. i show it to jo and serene while we're on da bus. and they saw it. jo do ya think its scary???? well all because i was at serene's place watcing incredible tales and scream out loud at her hse. opppppss. scaryy..

my cat realllyy not coming home. SIGH. even animal also dont want me.... sadddeddd.. oh wellllll welll.. shall not be discouraged. ahaha! i wanna watch SLITHER!!!!

nitey world.

went for rene's family dinner. hehe. as usual with keli also. hehe. aunties cookings really very good. i had a very super duper filling meal. hahas. i had three bowls of soup. wow. hahas.

ive got an elder sister. aka Serene. haha. hello san jie. well. da jie er jie and gor gors also there. haha. nice meal nice people around. hahas. jia de gan jue hao hao. hahha!

serene is having a slight fever now. dear please really take good care alrights.

keli said im darn stupid when it comes to BGR. thanks girl. everyone learns from lessons in order not to be sooo darn stupid hor. hahas.

ahhhh... im sooo sooo fullll... fat already cham! hahahs.

aHHHH. in two days time will be my BUSINESS FUND CA. omg!! im so darn stressed up.

im dreaming of my bags already. im dreaming of THREE BAGS. no. FOUR exactly. im thinking if i should get the fred perry's bag. i like it. but im also dreaming of the other bags. ahhh.. can someone bless me with that bag? hahas.

im dreaming of going tanning again. AHH. the sun is so sunny today. cannot take it. im like WHY?! while walking to my schools bus stop. i can totally feel the HEAT. but when i wanna tan. i feel no HEAT. sighs..

im going to SENTOSA for my tanning session with my darlings ah ji aka serene also my darling. haha! im gonna tan and im gonna go to the places of attractions. coz missy need to visit there for the sake of my project. have to write summary one can. so i choose to go and feel the FEEL of the attractions. ahahahah! sometimes its really good to have friends working over at the sunny island. hahaha!

serene cheong had been coughing for the past.. erm two weeks? oh God.. please heal this woman. she needs to be at the Graduation ceremony to sing together with me and she has to turn up for the singing session in school!! please please..

im zilian today.



and i took a picture of my sister. her name is jessy. and im JESSIE. yes. no doubt. if you believe so. hahahhaahahaha! do you believe? hahahahahahahhahas. -evil grins-


this is my SISTA. shes my twin. of the same age, same character.

oh yes. know what dear world? i was on da way home with juli and we saw this guy. MAN he is darn tall. his waist jiu shi my shoulder. thats how tall he is. and im not very tall dah. haha! but hes really tall and skinny. he have to bend his head down to go in the station. haha! so tall and skinny please.

i wanna eat..... i wanna eat. im very hungry for lagsane. hols coming. someone please be nice to ask me out okie. haha!

this bloggie's song is sang by aaron carter. well. my new bf. hahaha!

-love ya world-

hi world!

i had my Accounting Fund CA this morning. ask how did it go? it was a really easy paper. but also darn tricky...... and so i was TRICKED. AHHHHH. just an hour paper. i was soooooo TRICKED. aHHH.

and this thursday will be my Business Fund CA. goodness gracious ive not very prepared for it. sighs. how? please really pray for me ya dear world. hurhur.

if i were to get a GPA of 3.1. i will not eat CHICKEN RICE AND HAM AND SAUSAGE BAKED RICE for a MONTH.

school ended at 1230pm! darn good right!!!!?!! hahas. i had lunch. very yucky one. why? i had mee soto. and i was enjoying eating. my friend asked:

friend: jessie, are you done?

me: nope. not yet. - looking at her-

friend: okie you continue eating first.

the other friend: jessie..

me: stare at her.

other friend: two weeks ago, someone found the half body of a cockcroach in the mee soto's soup.

me: i stared at the other friend and stared back at my mee soto. andddd.. i push it away and decided not to eat anymore. and thank God that i just had like 5 spoon full nias. haha!

so! im still very hungry. i went to get tuna sandwhich. and tadah. very full already.

jo wanted to go down suntec for a job interview so i accompanied her. the manager interviewed her while i sit at a corner looking at one dude. haha. poor boy. having lunch all alone. hahas. hes so sunshine.

okie. went to newurbanmale to check out the jeans. oHHH GOSH. its so darn ex! the one i wanted cost freaking 176+ okie! aiyo! if i were to get the jeans. i will have to sacrifice my cruise trip......... sigh...

went mango. omg. on sale. and if you guys remember. theres this top i got from mango. i got it at 13 and AHHH i saw it today and its selling at only 7 bucks!!!!! im sooooo upset!

i went ripcurl too. i saw that bag i wanna get. hehe. im so gonna buy it. i wanted to get that brazil top from newurbanmale. jo got it at 46++ if im not wrong. but the price for that top is 56 or 60 bucks now! so exxx! i guess this top have to wait for my july's pay... saddedd...

i saw this jeans over at levis. 119 bucks. very nice. hehe. and went body shop.. aiya. loadsa stuff i wanna get. and went topshop..also got stuff i wanna get. they are selling at a very cheap price cannnnn..... the only shop i forgot to visit was the wallet shop.....

i went Fox. and i saw alot alot of top i so wanna get and i saw one very cute ang moh. very handsome. i love his eyes. so attractive. hahas. and jo saw him too. wad do ya think? hahas.

im wondering if i should get contact lens. hehe. if i were to get.. i wouldnt need a brown one. haha! if you guys dont know.. hehe. ive got natural BROWN eyes. i was Hao Lian-ing to jo earlier. hahas. but blue contacts will look super weird on me i guess. wad about green? or purple? ahhh. im just wondering. what if the contact got stuck inside how??? hahahs.

recently.. i realised that i dont like people who are "grandmother grandmother,mother mother" kind. which is -popo mama- kind. i will get irritated. and i dont like people who keep asking me sooooooo many questions. some question is like.. you need not ask one. very funny someone said: heard you not very tall right. i was like WADDDD!!! so i replied. im SHORT. well i dont deny. but.. the prob is.. you wanna say im short say in a nicer way LA. aiyo.

and hor. i dont like to be interviewed. if you dont believe im from taiwan. so be it. it aint important also what. and etc etc etc..... aiyo.. worse.. when im like bz doing something. people keep questioning. ill be super duper PC.. but well. be nice.. i shall not scold. haha!

or maybe.. im not in a good mood these days. aHH stressed up la!

i wanna play leh. i cant wait. dear darls sweeties bestie buddies, im having my hols this coming week. wanna go and play? if you are going to play, please remember me!

i cant wait for pay day.

i wanna eat ice cream. i wanna dine over at pizza hut. i wanna shopppppp

OMG! I LOVE SERENE CHEONG SO MUCH!!

i dont mind turing crooked for your sake darling! hahahs. shes so nice so sweet so loving. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAREST!

i had my office application CA this morning. it wasnt a hard paper. but ive got no idea why am i in such rush to finish the paper. maybe because i do not know how to print the second page. which in the end after like 10mins of clicking here and there and tadah i realised how easy. den i forgot to type some stuff in my assignment 2. sigh. marks gone just like that. and someone said she saw my paper and i did something wrong. well how do you even get the chance to see the paper? when i saw the teacher put my papers into the envelope? oh well. even if you know.. i dont wish to know. coz im dwelling in the few silly mistake i made. and im still thinking about it now lars. sighs

i went for spa this evening with my aunt. darn shiok. i love it. haha! the water was so HOT. 38degrees. omg. i was being cooked. hahas.

den went to meet serene and keli over my place's prata store. was so hungry. had cheese prata cum egg prata. i wanted to order 3pratas okie. but.. im too full after the second one. hahas. den chit chatted for just a little while and off we go home. rene. im so gonna go for ya family dinner! tell auntie i love her cooking alot alot. so she'll invite me over again and again! hahahs..

WORLD! my dearest cattie LI JIA CHU ZHOU-ran away from home- sighs! tigger had not been home for like 2 days? omg!! where did he go?? he no longer love me? hurhur. i didnt mean to close the window one. i was afraid that the person who wanted to break in would jump in instead so i closed the window! omg. please come home can!! sighs!

dance classes was CANCELLED like AGAIN! my body turned RUSTY already lar! aiyo. my dear mr i forgot his name. why do you cancel the class again. i cant wait to dance can!! sigh. den followed by singing classes. was so irritated. people making so much noise that the instructor has gotta stop every now and then just to wait for everyone to be quiet. i think in all he had stopped for like 20mins. so irritated ahs! im like so eager to learn more know more. and people there just make so much noise..... well. hope the next session wouldnt be so noisy.......

having accounts paper on monday! God please HELP ME!

hi world IM HOME!

well. i went over jas place to stay yesterday. hahas. shes one very very greatly blessed girl. stays at terrace house and loves to work. but the big big terrace house has got only 4 people staying in. hahas! very nice mom and dad. and ahem. handsome elder brother. haha!

shes so nice. she bought tibits for me just in case im hungry when im over at her place. and i did face mask cum body scrub cum body mask over at her place too. haha. chatted in her moms room till very late haha. and poof to bed. hahas. shes a very nice girl. i felt so blessed to have her in my life. hahas.

i called 999 and this female officer said that its not an emergency. if i wanna report. i should go down to the police station to report about the theft who attempted to break into ma home. but the prob is, if this aint emergency. does she wanna wait for the worst to happen den she'll do something about it? does she wanna to only do something when something really really bad happen? i didnt know that this is how the police officers work. sighs. and ive not go to the neighbourhood police station yet. exams are around the corner. can anyone tell me why do we dial 999 for? do we dial that number when theres suicides and murder only? break ins can only go DOWN to the station to report?we cant just dial to report? AHHh. i wonder that officer know how afraid i am. and how worried and im. and how unsafe i feel over at this place. when i called and i said i would like to make a report. her voice is like very reluctant to help me please. sounded as if i called at the wrong time.

i had a very very bad pain this afternoon i wanted to just cry! sigh. after my test my stomach got so bloated. i wonder what happened. so bloated that my skirt turned up to be so darn tight till i can feel my tummy already. big tummy. hahas. i cant walk straight cos its very painful. i was giving painful laughter while my darling was speaking some thai language. haha! and jo sooooo sweet. she came to me during her lesson okie. to pass me painkillers. im so touched. thou i know it was SAB who smsed to tell you to come. and you RELUCTANTLY came. hahas. still thanks darling.

i needa get tanned. im turning fair already.

i wanna shop....

i went to rene house with keli to join her for her family dinner. ohh.. theres da jie er jie and sharon. and da jie's fiance and er jie's bf there and the most important someone. auntie! serene;s mama. haha!

the food auntie cooked was HEAVENLY. i wanted to just finish all but im having gastric. so.. cant finish all. too painful to finish anything. haha. auntie cooked my favourite dish i tried a few years back when i was in secondary school leh. she cooked the potato cum carrot cum tomato soup. omg! so yummie!

i was so afraid of the break in stuff. i told jas about it and she told me to stay at her house. so im staying over at her place for afew days i guess. hehe. and im soooo scared till i dare not bathe just now. but no choice i have to bathe. so... i chiong my bath. haha!

i cant wait for pay day. im gonna get that BRAZIL top from newurban male. haha!

im in school and im feeling very very very bothered.

why? well. someone wanted to break in into ma house 2days ago. omg! and the person failed. but left all the rubber bands screws and round dont know what kinda rubber on my door. and im feeling super duper afraid. that person might climb down to my house from my balcony. omg. and i believe the person had been keeping a lookout at my home from the carpark.. im in deep shit. i cant sleep in ease. not that im thinking so much. its just that what if the person cant get money and etc. come and GET ME! den i HOW? omg. how???? scaredddd.

theres many construction workers sleeping along the corridor nowadays and ah peks sleeping near my homes staircase too. and i caught one pee-ing too. EEE ERRrr! omg! and its sucha wulu place over here. dont even feel safe when im home lor. and my bros going back camp like soon!

this dude over at newurbanmale told me that there will be jeans for females coming out soon. same designs as the guy one. and i so wanna get it.

but for the sake of going on cruise. i shall save. hahas.

should i make a police report?

i seriously HATE my hair like mad. i seriously dont like the new look i got myself. i prefer the hair i got last week! hurhur.

i got my Business Fundamentals result. aint good. sighs. failed by one pathetic mark. sighs.

something really bad happened yesterday.

** totally suck big time.

i seriously need to get myself under the sun. im turning fair. man.. soon ill look like a ghost. looking so pale and all. sigh!

10days more to my BFD CA! omg.....

and the pictures i took last week. and after my ugly haircut.


look at that ugly hair. omg............




seee.. big head. sighh










and this is the previous hair cut. i prefer this......


this is cutie ain and myself.


Sab sab and myself.




the 3 of us!


ain need not act cute coz shes already cute. haha




sab and the nerdy mee.







sigh. i so regretted for that haircut! HOW?

i went MOS last night with tyler. and met some of his friends. make new friends. and one of them i remembered is Joyce. she look so cute and blur. very sweet too. hahas. the moment i stepped into the place i was like PHHHHUUUUAAAAAAAAA! so darn big and so cool! i like. hahas.went to smoove and get crazie then to the retro one den at the trance one. dun really like trance. retro one so funny. got uncle danced so cute one! ahahas.

and got home quite "early" at 4+am. and quickly bathed and jumped onto bed to catch that few little hours of sleep.

got up at 1030am to get prepared to head down bedok for Cellgroup meeting over at Jia Hui's place. hehe. well. i had a fruitful day. learned new stuffs and make new friends again. people like adel. esther. and etc. i forgot their name already. hahas. oh one more. if im not wrong kaiyin.

wanna share this with you guys. it impacted me somehow.:

Reputation is what you have when you come to a new place.
Character is what you have when you go away.
Reputation is learned in an hour.
Character does not come to light for years.
Reputation is made in a moment.
Character is built in a lifetime.
Reputation grows like a mushroom.
Character grows like an oak.
Reputation is made from a single newspaper report.
Character is built from a life of toil.
Reputation makes you rich or poor.
Character makes you happy or miserable.
Reputation is what men say about you on your tombstone.
Character is what the angels say about you around the throne of God.

so true right? Reputation aint important. its the Character we have that is important. and i want to be a person of Good character! Jia Hui shared this during the meeting and its from the book im reading. MY sweetest brother Joshua lend it to me. its entitled Whose Child Is This? by Bill Wilson. i think its a very good book.

well. i think its time to decide on some stuff. to let go of some problem im clinging on since church. and to decide if i want to join Jia Hui. and to sacrifice my time for my dear time with my abba daddy. have to start to rearrange my lifestyle. hehe. its time for a good change right? haha

today JiaHui prayed for me and i teared like a siao woman. i wanted to control coz im with my makeup on and mascara! so i tried not to cry which it obviously failed. and shocked Jiahui. haha. the prayers impacted me so much. hit me totally. one word OPEN. made me teared. at the same time i was thinking about other stuff too.

Open up to God. and God will surely stand by me and hold on to me. but. when a man says that to me. i was forsaken in the end. disappointed. whats more can i ask of from human beings? hahas.

and having wrong attitude. like having hatred etc. well i shall not live in darkness and again i shall tell myself to have a big big bigger heart.

and im so so tired. i needa get recharged.

the hiphop dance class and choir rehearsal was said to be cancelled. so i went to the gym for a little while and met rene keli patricia jean and tifu to head down town.

went far east. i wanted to cut my hair. wanna try having a thicker fringe. well in the end i got a thicker fringe. but not the hairdo i wanna have. sighs. the hairstylist over at far east change my style to the jap jap kind. so now ive gotta put on wax on my hair before i go out. a messy kinda look. well. i said to her to just cut the way she thinks im suitable for. maybe she thinks im suitable for this? but im not use to seeing myself with a messed and weird harido? i think i look terrible. or maybe im just not used to it. and now i cant wait for my hair to be long again. was telling rene that my long hair will never come back. coz im like tempted to keep on trying a new look. im thinking of the next look i wanna have.

im feeling so so weird. its the hair that is making me feeling this way. im standing in front of the mirror like dont know how many times. trying to get used to it. my brother said the hairstyle make my face look more and more round. AHHHH. that also means as FAT. AHHHH.

took height and weight today. i did not gain weight. haha. and im darn short. 153cm only. im so darn sad.

how how? what can i do to my hair? hows? look so ugly can. AHHH!

just got home from bugis. i decided to blog again. hees.

called rene to ask her to accompany me for dinner and im craving for mos burgers nuggests so i suggested to head down bugis. hehe. had my dinner at 9+pm how sad. last meal was like 12+pm. hurhur.

i bought sunglasses again. 10 bucks only. so cheap. why dont buy?! haha. so i bought. last piece. rene says its nice so ill take it as its nice. haha.

went aunts place. i said hi to her the moment i appear right at her gate. she stared at me like WHY ARE YOU HERE. and got so pissed off. and talked to her mom in her china china language. i went there coz my uncle asked me to go there to get stuff. if he didnt ask. i die also wont appear. think i so love to see her face? siao chinawoman.

she tell me off coz i dont wanna eat and she said i kept on wanting to go on diet and my stomach darn small already and scold and scold and scold. she said till as if im gonna DIE soon. i dont know what the hell she is scolding me for when all i wanted was to take the stuff and leave. and trying hard to slim down is my dream coz i NEVER EVER EVER want her to squeeze my arms stomach thighs and say AIYO SO FAT! imagine i was so demoralised when every new year she and the other aunt will say that to me! how hurtful it can be. and i will never ever let it happen again. i hate hurtful WORDS.

well i got so darn used to her senseless scoldings. and i got numbed over it already. and i told myself to TOLERATE her rubbish. and even her daughter asked me to not bother about her mom. so.. to make myself happier. i started to take pictures with my cute little cousins. hehe. and i realised that this aunt of mine love to scold demoralise me till i started to cry already she will stop all of that one okie. but it will happen only like after a year. hahas.

AND. my brother brought his friend home to take the electric drum set off from my room. but i did not pack my room. towels bag combs everywhere. hanger on the floor. omg. felt so bad. im over bz. no time to pack the house. told him: aiyo why you bring ur fren home when the house so messy? he told me he giving away the set. but sigh! its in my room and its sooo untidy. hurhur. so no face. haha. but well. its my house. haha. anyway. dear readers. i live in a jungle. haha!


this is alice. i love her since young. we played together.. love her so much


this is her little brother. the hyper hyperactive kid. micheal-weijie-. i also ask him if he loves me or if he misses me. his reply was: jie jie you are a girl i cannot love you. i love gor gor. anyways. he saw me just now he said: jie jie. ni hen mei leh. i was like OHHH wei jie i love you so much!!!


this kid is the second brother. john. he loves to play computer games. he is a smart boy. hee


closer look of alice and myself.


again..


and again


aint he just so cute??


the 3 of us. aint taken by me. i ask the two kid to do us good to hold the camera and press the button. haha


but i guess after all. the owner of the phone snaps nicer shots. ahahaha!


cute hor? very cute hor?


i wanted to act cute too. but at that moment i cant think of any cute moves. hahaha.


so we just continue taking.


i pulled weijie back to take picture. but he is so busy having his dinner.


so i pulled weiming instead.


went in their room. and wei jies playing around. i went over to catch him to make him take picture with me. hahas.


then i asked weiming to help the three of us to take a shot. but i think my phone really a bad phone. it only listens when im taking. so we waited and waited. we played around and TADAH. my camera WORKED!


i cant take pictures with only weijie. so... weiming came along.


and she will never ever be outta my life. its a must to have her around.

shes so close to me. till her mom thinks that i taught her bad. her mom thinks its me that she hangs around causes her to not fare well for her exams. so is there anyone i can hang around with to make me score full marks? and her mom indirectly hinted that im a unlucky girl. hello the name dad gave was a great name please. JESSIE actually meant THE BLESSED ONE. and im feeling really blessed. hahas

oh well. noone is perfect. i can never be perfect if any of you wants me to be. i cant never do perfectly perfect in anything. if i were to be so perfect God wouldnt place me in the pathetic black world. to everyone who knows me. accept me for who i am. befriend me for who i am not who you wish/want me to be. coz im me myself and i JESSIE. TAY.

i want to shop again. rene tmr ons?